Katya Elizarova KTQuELishktquzzz+++__cat/.ek

Attention! Last edited in Summer 2020, these rules tend to change sometimes and may conflict with my current views, so please ask me before quoting :)

I am a dreamer, observer, thinker, visualizer, creator, artist, writer, poet, singer, flaneur, non-conformist and rebel in my soul. In the 3D world I am a female human being.

I do art because I'm interested in sharing my thoughts and aesthetics. Although I do not particularly believe in humanity, I still didn't lose the hope of meeting some kind of understanding.

I don't believe in beauty, since it has already lost the eternal battle with ugliness, so I prefer to see the classic beauty as ugliness and to search for beauty in classic ugliness.

I studied graphic design and I'm still balancing somewhere between making candy from shit and extracting shit from candy. I have a tendency towards juxtaposition, eclecticism, contrasting and metaphor between a critical awareness of reality and sweet pink dreams.

I am concerned about environmental issues and the trash of the planet, so I try to make the most from the materials thrown into the streets. I hate consumerism and I buy very little.

Can money make me happier? Perhaps, but without them it’s more interesting to enjoy the little things. I can’t stand these philosophers who said that only after a delicious dinner of gourmet food you are able to think about the beautiful and the eternal. I'm beautiful after my mozzarella for 50 cent.

Well, I know it is not so easy to break the chains of a consumer society, but there is always an opportunity to drop everything superfluous and reduce your desires to a minimum. All that you really desire will come by itself.

Somewhere deep in my heart the little hope for a bright utopian future is still alive, despite the reality facts and my own conclusions.

If you constantly remain curious and enthusiastic, it is possible to keep childhood in the soul. But the fullness and the feeling that I saw a lot in this life are still read in my eyes.

I spent my childhood and youth reading fantasy and science fiction. My night dreams are still filled with trolls, gnomes and flights on spaceships. So these topics can be seen in my visual range. It also speaks of some kind of my always alienation from society.

I don't remember names well. I despise name dropping, do not ask me about my favorite artists.

Politics, its criticism, reflection, resistance. Yes, maybe art is the way to attract the attention of the masses to some piquant problems. But for this it is necessary to make the kind of art that is amusing for the masses, which is far from pleasing for me.

I am interested in the one in a million true connoisseur of my aesthetics. Meanwhile I still believe that contemporary art should be aimed at education, broadening the boundaries of consciousness, understanding cultural and social differences. Artist should be tolerant. I don't want to put myself in a superior position, I just want to stay away from norms.

I believe that the foundation of the universe based on overall interconnections, matrix systems and mathematical structure. I rather believe in signs and horoscopes, then any existing religion. Astrology and superstitions are like creative unproven theorems, they are results of someone’s observations and possibly the interconnections are real, since everything in the universe is interconnected. Following the rituals of one religion narrows the mind, which is beneficial for controlling the masses.

I always fight for justice, I am very sensitive to questions of the humiliated and offended. Therefore, I always felt uneasy in Russia.

I love to seem like a cute girl, but actually in my heart I know that I am a super-woman and for me there is absolutely no impossible task. Therefore, any hell of a toxic masculinity and non-serious perception of myself because of my gender makes me angry. As a teenie I started to paint graffiti on trains and now I understand that it was my another try to be taken serious by that boys.

I don't trust people who don't listen to music. Music can make you happy or sad in one minute. It can help you with work, creativity and movement.

I do art because I want to share my worldview, but I also consider social networks, my body and my appearence as self-expression tools. My image is an inseparable part of my creative personality. My instagram and other media are my personal museums. My stories are my temporary exhibitions. I don't care about people criticizing my style with a camera in my hand with 50 stories a day capturing the combination of nonsense of everyday life, the joy of everyday life, the stupidity of the Internet, sexy nude selfies and cynical memes. Do not ask me why am I doing this.

I don't trust people who are never drunk and have never tried drugs. They certainly cannot feel an interest in life. The consciousness of the artist has every right to be altered by any means available. But the heart and conscience should always be clean. The artist must be very sensitive to own conscience.

I was born empathic and could not watch cartoons where someone beats someone, I started to cry and my parents laughed at me. But I was always struck by the fact of these norms, violence in all possible media. From an early age, children watch movies full of murders and aggression, and parents approve this. Many people watch reports from hot military spots absolutely indifferent at a breakfast and perhaps even support the actions of their state. On the Internet you can find all possible types of aggressive perversions in the public domain and it seems to me that every second guy is fond of it. It scares me.

We have created this world where aggression is normalized, where we need the police to control aggression, but aggression is still normal, therefore it is not surprising that the police is the most aggressive, since they are constantly confronted with aggression.

It seems to me that the only way to cultivate empathy is to shift priorities to spiritual values, study spiritual practices and energy interactions between creatures and objects to the same extent as we study natural sciences, to study conscience and establish an emphasis on it, as the most important navigator in the process of understanding and decision making, the study of intuition and sensuality, building a dialogue about these aspects of the human nature from early educational institutions.

It seems to me in many ways that the pre-colonization world of Africa and America existed in this way. It seems to me that Western European society with its culture and science, built on a material and rational philosophy, has long gone the wrong way.

I rethink the dialogues about the white privilege and the terminology itself becomes inappropriate for me. How do we still talk about some kind of privilege that even more comforts the ego of unhealthy nationalism? We must talk about white guilt. Every person of the Europioid race should feel shame and disgrace in the 21st century for the establishment of this ridiculous system of racial superiority, for the years of colonization and for the destruction of the harmony of the planet, for the history of this civilization which is a story of barbarism. As Germany is ashamed of its past, we all must realize that all the terror and cataclysms of our civilization are the fault of white people.

Our concepts of masculinity and femininity are based on colonialism militarizing men for the sake of resources. Capitalism, the most current form of colonial imperialism, continues to promote the concept of masculine and feminine traits. However we don't know what males would be like if they weren't raised and conditioned by a militaristic society. Feminists have done a good job of showing how much the media has conditioned women in regards to being sexualized and being portrayed as weak, emotional, etc. But who will show the males that they were militarized and desensitized?

I want to see the image of an empathic man with a greater publicity. Not all the men are benefiting from the asymmetrical, unbalanced model. I encourage all the young men to think more, we need to work together on changing the broken paradigms.

We need to recognize and blame the patriarchal system for neglecting spiritual worship of the female energy, the primordial power of motherhood, a source of love, care and kindness. This civilization is doomed without these basis. Gender equality should not be a reason for another aggression, it should be a source of harmony and understanding that we are, first and foremost, our souls, who equally feel and are equally designed for the pursuit of universal love. And everything else that worries our brain and limits our spirituality is dictated by the conditions in which our body lives. 







More random words for future writing inspiration:

Art

Night

Sex

Taste

Death

Eclectic

Being broke

Hedonism

Music

Literature

Meaning

Conscience

Politics

Anarchy

Fantasy

Weapons

Chemisty

Science fiction

Teleport

Humanity

Stupidity

Humanism

Memes

Barbie

Elfs

Trolls

Trolling

Chaos

Fluxus

Dada

Global warming

Apocalypse

Astrology

Tarot

Motivation

Time

Universe

Love

City

Consumption

Garbage

Nostalgia

Russian longing

Knowledge

Fashion

Body

Graffiti

House

Techno

Hardore

Rap

Rave

Books

History

Future

Technology

Drawing

Friends

Loneliness

Cynicism

Paris

Moscow

Berlin

Saint-Petersburg

Odessa

Amsterdam

Stockholm

Copenhagen

Brooklyn

Bronx

London

Marseilles

Provence

Antwerp

Maths

Nature

Belief in signs

All night long

French movies

Black

Ghetto

Magenta

Night painting

Leopard

Checkered

Purple

Trible

Pink

Rosé

Sneakers

Street

Sunglasses at night

Role models

Female body

Boys

Trains

DJs

Underground

Fashion Week

Kandinsky

Violet

Walking alone

Wine & cheese

Guestlists

Hofmann

Wild

Trash

UFO

Bars

Taxi at night

Sober

Smart

Drunk

Stupid

Clothes from streets

House party

Riot of colors

Own religion

Own faith

Own aesthetics

Own world

Own taste

Own view